Learning to Forgive, when you can't Forget
Forgiveness forgiveness isn't easy, it's hard, but Karma gets the revenge, not you, and having hatred isn't going to change what a person has done to you, it will only block you, somebody don't care what they have done or will never notice.. Learn to let go... I have Forgiven these people, I have to learn to forgive my Father, My Aunt Mildred, Aunt Linda, Cousin Allan, Sonya and Paul’s Family, I believe that once I have come to terms with these battle scares I will start to make a true recovery
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You were mean to me, you worked with Paul’s family to destroy, and worked alone to destroy me wile I was in Oneonta, I forgive you... You have since come to me and apologized to me, but the internal pain you caused, and hate I had for you and what you did I had to release to move one... I forgive you... |
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You By far are on the top three of people I had to work hard to forgive, you let your parents destroy me, you went to them and told them things that were not true, you allowed your father to be raciest to me, you allowed your mother to get me fired, when you father was going to jail you all blinded me to keep him out of jail and then tumbled over me when he was in the clear, I lost my Job, which made me lose my apartment and even my neon because you wouldn't stop your family because as you said " I can't control what my family does ".. Well I took control what they did to me, it took years, but i was able to heal, i was able to forgive, but Paul I will never forget, the wound has healed but the scare will always be there, you were a good friend, you got caught in the middle and you picked their side over mine and even thought you caused and allowed it, they were and are your family so I understand, but NEVER, EVER let your family or your friends, or yourself use somebody, hurt somebody and destroy somebody like you did and allowed anybody connected to you do to the next person in your life... |
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Steven, you’re within the top three people I needed to forgive, but for me it was easy, and hard. I have forgiven you for leaving me, for infecting me, for not being honest with me, you caused me to become a person that I wasn't EVER before, you point on things I did, but if you had not of done what you did, things would have not been that way "soap rash".. I gave you my trust, I have you my all, my heart, I gave you the world and mean while you was giving other people stuff and being secret about it, and lied about it, and when i knew i should have walked away but love kept me there. We went through the storm, and you actually had to choose between your ex and me, you should have not had to chose, there should have been on option me. we get to Atlanta, you let me build this world for you, and day before my birthday leave, finding out you infected me, I got so sick from stress and depression I caused me to lose my job, car and house and almost my life, all things I build for you and in trusted with you. I forgive you, you lied I forgive you, you cheated, I forgive you, you took my material I forgive you, and within my reward for forgiving you, I've been given life, I’ve been given much better than we had, I live with the scares that are healing but I forgive you, because not forgiving you will not take back what you've done and caused me... I forgive you! |
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Jason, I forgive you most of all, you allowed so many people to destroy Me and you, you have done so many things to destroy yourself but I kept going, I didn't give up when you kept giving up on me, damage was done, I repaired myself and you. when nobody was there, I was your back bone, I kept you alive when so many things tried to take you, so many times you shouldn’t have been alive, you kept on abusing yourself and me, you have finally saw me, you know I am not here to hurt you, but help you and in seeing that you stopped hurting me and allowing others to stop hurting you which ultimately would hurt me.. Jason M. Slater The Body I forgive you, Love Jason M. Slater The Soul |
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